I’m sorry, I may never have a real chance to introduce myself, but I’m sure it is better off this way. I’ll remain to you, just another ordinary girl, an ordinary girl with problems, problems that might not even be related to her, but they’re all killing her inside. That sense of happiness, that I’ve only tasted a few times, never seems to stay long.
To be honest, I’m not really sure how this will turn out. To you, it may just seem like an adolescent girl trying to seek attention or whatever but if this is a way for me to relieve stress or remove the weight upon my shoulders, then fuck up and read if you want, if not, then bye, it was nice meeting you (:
I’m stressed with school, I’m worried about everyone, I’m going through family problems but at the end of the day, just to see your smile, or hear your voice, everything seems like it’s going to be ok. Now, here’s the thing I’m having difficulty understanding, where have you gone? You don’t seem to be around anymore. I know that you’re not busy and I know you’re around somewhere, but you’ve just disappeared from my sight. It seems like you can see me, but I can’t see you. Don’t you think that’s a little unfair? Why won’t you show yourself to me like you used to? Did I do something wrong? Is there a way for me to make up for it? And if there is, are you going to help me, or am I on my own? I really don’t understand anything. It’s hard to go into detail with things like that, my mind is all confused so even if I tried, it probably wouldn’t make sense. I just hope that if you really are hiding from me, for whatever the reason, that absence makes your heart grow founder, and you’ll return to me like things were before.
Well, I suppose, this is it for now. I hope to see you next time, when this blog starts to dig deeper into the world of just another ordinary girl. Bye.
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